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nvm ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u dun say sry to me.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz im the one at fault.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i dun wish u to carry all the blames..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
really..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but its really me.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun lydat lahs..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im the one doing all this.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i fucking dun like lahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
we dun talk abt this ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun take the blames..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun curse .
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no one's at fault.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
things just didn't go well..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i'm trying already..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
pls..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ben...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe ur trying..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im glad that u are trying.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but i noe ..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
that im the one at fault.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun lie to me ler..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun lie to urself..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
inside u..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no one's is at fault lahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u noe that im the one who hurt u deeply..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
ask u..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
will u still wait for me..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i will.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hey.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
do u think ur asking a stupid qns..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i just tot tat...sometimes...u really sort of dum..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but nvm.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
cute wad.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i just wanna noe..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh. i miss M.I.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i do too.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but its over behind us ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
everything..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hmmm.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
if u duwan me to wait for u ...then just dun bother abt the fact that im waiting for u..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok>
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz i duwan u t be unhapy becoz of this.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u just get on with ur life ba.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
like how u did after we brkp..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no.. i nv sae dun wan lahs..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u got along fine too...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
yar..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im jst tellin u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i duno.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
errrrrr...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hhas.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar/
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
stop.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i wan go dl sngs ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
many many.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
grrr.. i'll kick u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nice ones.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
and later i ca listen and wail while i do hmwk.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=DDD
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun slack lahs..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im not.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
after exams.. i bring u to zoo..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
??
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nods.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok can.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=D
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
are u excited..?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=))
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
HAHA.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
rubbish lar u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u wait arh.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
u wand birdpark or zoo..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
awhile ok./
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i prefer birdpark..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
zooooo.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=((
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
why?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
mawwww..........
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wait.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
erm,.. okays..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
can..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
u get good grades..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i give u 3 wish..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
HAHA..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
k??
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
no need lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
ok..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz i noe wad i want..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
then i bring u to 3 places play..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but wad i want...u cannot do..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
so nvm.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
no need lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun freaking be LOW can..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
the places i wan to go..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
also cannot.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
okok..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i damn irritated now..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun low ler.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
wad cannot..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
why..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun be angry lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i oso nv sae cannot go zoo..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=.=
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wad i meant was ur hse.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
erm.. okays..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
can..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i'll bring u to my hse one day...
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i promised.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wahahaha.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
siao.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
really..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
mawwwww.....................
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wait.
yar. so today is the 17th. last year i was happy. this year im not. ironc aint it? well. nvm. at least he still do love me. but i really do think he changed alot ler. too much for us to go back to where we started out frm.
im angry. bitterly. lots of ideas going thru my mind. but forget it. shall not mention here. lest someone peeps in here.
bye.
qns goes like this: what is the term for the longest age a person can live?
there is a choice: the resistivity of death
oh come on lar. whoever came up with this online test and the set of qns that came along with it, is a total retard. its obviously got nth to do with what we've learnt...alright...perhaps a few...but the rest are all crap pls. testing our patience and common sense is more like it.
i still have GP compre to do. erm. lit essay plan due on tue. erm. geog criteque that i dont plan to touch at all. ok. tts all. i guess.
tts boy is having fun at nydc now. having dinner with his music sch frens. im sad. but he is happy. jiu can ler. right? some times i feel that im not the one who changed, its him.
i just thought.
if i had the courage to send him THAT msg last year, to tell him that i DO LIKE HIM ALOT, i must also have the courage to let him go one day.
on wed he's going back kss with them. yar. im sad abt this. but nvm. i cant control him anymore. i cant help but think abt the last. when all weds are/were designed to be our days. somehow, things change.
he said im stupid today. no. he ask me whether im stupid. twice coz i din answer his qns. i nodded in the end. it did hurt. coz i thought he meant wad he said. his eyes. i saw everything. he really did want to insult me. but nvm. i'll just let him scold me. i was mean to him too. i was callous, cruel, and all. i did hurt him bad too. now i look back, i realised my doings are repulsive.
i brought bread for him. i made bread lar. kaya and butter. accompanied him to music sch. he is really happy when talking to his music frens on the fone. i noe that.
last night i spoke to dory too. we all hate change. the past and now. seems so fast. the past seems so faraway, unrchable. and the happiness just couldnt stay with me, with us.
now, what i see in ur eyes is not love for me. but slow, bitter and acrid revenge u have in store for me. i know im in for a harsh time now. but still promos are coming. and i cant destroy myself. so i decided ler. i noe wad i must do if the time comes, if the need arises.
i hate change. i duwan. to be tied down by change. by the change in you. but im too fond of you at the same time.
if i could turn back time, i would.....
we went candy empire, dory brought us to aldephi to eat lunch. bought energy gel for ben.
the whole day i was screaming inside to meet him. to want to meet him. but what i got straight in the face was rejection. many of them too.
later i met him at the bus station. just ask me am i glad to see him. he hugged me too. im sososo happy. yar. tts all i can expect frm him. at least i get to hold his hand. at least i get to touch his face. at least he still sits beside me. he smiled again when he was in the cab too. i was just mesmerised by his smile. who ever heard of gerls being mesmerised by a guy's smile?
i love him.
ps. yar. daddy. i know u read my entries. thz for ur undying support for my blog. =)))
very farni today.
had fun in town. hahs.
bye.
things have taken a drastic turn that i can no longer hold on to u. yes i do love u as much. but that love i have for u, is not enough for me to be strong and still perservere.
abt ytd night. u dissapointed me again. but its alright. coz since things are already this way, no point blaming u, no point telling u where u have gone wrong. i just hope that u will realise them urself one day. i cant always be there to tell u where u have gone wrong. in future, u have to depend on urself when u're with other gerls. i noe u will.
i am very sorry that u have to go thru so much hurting words from me, so much sacarsasm from me, so much phone calls hung up on u, so much tears u have shed on me. until today when i have to give up and let go first. im sry i made this decision too late for both of us. if i saw this earlier, i swear i will let u go sooner, coz i duwan u to suffer along with me. i guess i was selfish when i said 'i will wait for u'. at that time, i should have just recognize the fact that u duwan me anymore and dun hold any hopes. im sry for all those emails i sent u in the past. they seem a long way back now.
i duno where will we head to from now on. but i just hope u will be happier without me. get back ser and dd. i guess their company means much more to u then mine. im sry i had to make u uncomfortable by bringing u along wit my frens. nvm abt this anymore. i had my own assumptions abt this inident that day. but now, i guess it doesnt matter much.
its not that i dun love u anymore. i will still love u no matter wad. but i just duwan to be unhappy. i duwan u to always get hurt by my words when im unhappy. yar. tts my reason for giving up. im sry.
i duno whether we can still be frens. it will be weird. i think it will take a very long time for me. im sry. im sry u lost me. im also sry that i lost u too.
its like wadeva i have nvr thought of comes to me,
and im really taken aback.
the dilemma is, to wakeup anot.
because i see the consequence might be terrible, and we
might just simply realised we're both just living a lie, and all
that magic wil be gone.
i know i need to talk to u, but i just dunno whr to start.
like all toofast&furious.
the world can see us, in a diff way from who we are.