ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
ProveMeWrongThen//``
we sorta talked it out over sms today. in front of bel some more. simply speaking, he pisses me off but i am still not letting go. soon soon...
i wanna break ur heart. like u broke mine many times. this is kinda random. but i feel stupid. lala.
rugger chalet. $20. this is just the start. thr wil be more to come. which means i will really need to work ler.
fucktard. i hate u.
lets name a few shall we? ser baoting and jasmine. u 3 are getting on my nerves. but i believe in retribution. some day someone wil come and spoil ur relationship with the one u love. let's sit back and watch by that time.
im damn pissed off. waited like 5hrs for nth at the wadeva building. fuck pls.
and ben. go have lunch with her everyday if u wan. ok? i dont mind. coz in the first place u were nvr mine. i hate u for ur flirtatious ways. living up to ur reputation again i see. ben. i really am starting to hate u ler. check BMI huh? like so fun pls.
im just glad people like dory and junhao still cares for me. unlike some bastard. nobody will care when u say u love her at very last minute. nobody will.
see, my life is full of hate now. and its all becoz of YOU. i wan YOU out of my life and i can retur back to my normal self, the cheerful, horny, happy, jumpy Josephine. i wan back my old self alr. maybe tts wad i can do for myself. so what if i love u. right? so wad?
2) u are not frank enough with me by not allowing me to know who told u those stuffs.
3) u are still defending ur frens althou u said u nvr.
4) u dont say u love me until ytd when things go wrong.
5) u dont protect me like u said i do.
6) wad i told u abt me and joewe in the 1st place, u totally forget. all of them.
the list goes on pls.
everyone has their own limits. even God. and i have mine too. i need a full apology frm u and all ur bitches.if u think u have alr done ur best then fine. i hate u to the core pls.
take all ur bitches along with u and get out of my life.
we helped ms ding shift OPEN HSE GOODIE BAGS pls. alot and heavy stuffs. not alot of people helped pls. like wtF.
i made ben angry this morning when i din wakeup to meet him but i was really tired. and later i tried to stay awake and talk to him alr. then later i made him angry again when i remarked on his frens.
to me. he was obviously defending them with his life. but later when he came back for me, everything was washed away. i only saw his goodness in returning to get me. the rest is gone. yar. but i dun like alot of things. he nvr talk properly on the fone. on msn. face to face. and keep giving stupid faces. like -.-ll hais. maybe one day all things will come to an end.
stan must be angry with me alr. but javin is worst i think. tmr meeting at woodlands at 12pm. junhass will be coming also. hais. im tired these few days. really.
i missed the rugby match betwn SR and NYJC. i miss sacking ard with my pals in sch. becoz ben was thr. yar. hais. nvm.
nvm ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u dun say sry to me.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz im the one at fault.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i dun wish u to carry all the blames..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
really..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but its really me.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun lydat lahs..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im the one doing all this.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i fucking dun like lahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
we dun talk abt this ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun take the blames..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun curse .
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no one's at fault.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
things just didn't go well..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i'm trying already..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
pls..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ben...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe ur trying..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im glad that u are trying.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but i noe ..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
that im the one at fault.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun lie to me ler..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun lie to urself..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
inside u..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no one's is at fault lahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u noe that im the one who hurt u deeply..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
ask u..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
will u still wait for me..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i will.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hey.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
do u think ur asking a stupid qns..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i just tot tat...sometimes...u really sort of dum..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hahs.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but nvm.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
cute wad.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i just wanna noe..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh. i miss M.I.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i noe.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i do too.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but its over behind us ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
everything..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hmmm.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
sigh..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
if u duwan me to wait for u ...then just dun bother abt the fact that im waiting for u..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok>
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz i duwan u t be unhapy becoz of this.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u just get on with ur life ba.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
like how u did after we brkp..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
no.. i nv sae dun wan lahs..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u got along fine too...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
yar..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im jst tellin u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i duno.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
errrrrr...
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
hhas.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nvm lar/
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
stop.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
i wan go dl sngs ler.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
many many.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
grrr.. i'll kick u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nice ones.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
and later i ca listen and wail while i do hmwk.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=DDD
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun slack lahs..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
im not.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
after exams.. i bring u to zoo..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
??
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
nods.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok can.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=D
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
are u excited..?
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=))
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
HAHA.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
rubbish lar u.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
u wait arh.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
u wand birdpark or zoo..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
awhile ok./
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i prefer birdpark..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
zooooo.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
=((
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
why?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
mawwww..........
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wait.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
erm,.. okays..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
can..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
u get good grades..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i give u 3 wish..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
HAHA..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
k??
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
no need lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
ok..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
coz i noe wad i want..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
then i bring u to 3 places play..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=)
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
but wad i want...u cannot do..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
so nvm.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
no need lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
dun freaking be LOW can..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
the places i wan to go..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
also cannot.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
okok..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i damn irritated now..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun low ler.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
wad cannot..?
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
why..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
dun be angry lar.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i oso nv sae cannot go zoo..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
=.=
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wad i meant was ur hse.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
erm.. okays..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
can..
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i'll bring u to my hse one day...
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
i promised.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wahahaha.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
siao.
- dr. benedict, junzhang <-- incredibly intelligent creature GOSH~! INTELLIGENCE IS ALL I NEED. says:
really..
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
ok.
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
mawwwww.....................
i am jo.er whose sacrificial love passes the love of women. says:
wait.
yar. so today is the 17th. last year i was happy. this year im not. ironc aint it? well. nvm. at least he still do love me. but i really do think he changed alot ler. too much for us to go back to where we started out frm.
im angry. bitterly. lots of ideas going thru my mind. but forget it. shall not mention here. lest someone peeps in here.
bye.
qns goes like this: what is the term for the longest age a person can live?
there is a choice: the resistivity of death
oh come on lar. whoever came up with this online test and the set of qns that came along with it, is a total retard. its obviously got nth to do with what we've learnt...alright...perhaps a few...but the rest are all crap pls. testing our patience and common sense is more like it.
i still have GP compre to do. erm. lit essay plan due on tue. erm. geog criteque that i dont plan to touch at all. ok. tts all. i guess.
tts boy is having fun at nydc now. having dinner with his music sch frens. im sad. but he is happy. jiu can ler. right? some times i feel that im not the one who changed, its him.
i just thought.
if i had the courage to send him THAT msg last year, to tell him that i DO LIKE HIM ALOT, i must also have the courage to let him go one day.
on wed he's going back kss with them. yar. im sad abt this. but nvm. i cant control him anymore. i cant help but think abt the last. when all weds are/were designed to be our days. somehow, things change.
he said im stupid today. no. he ask me whether im stupid. twice coz i din answer his qns. i nodded in the end. it did hurt. coz i thought he meant wad he said. his eyes. i saw everything. he really did want to insult me. but nvm. i'll just let him scold me. i was mean to him too. i was callous, cruel, and all. i did hurt him bad too. now i look back, i realised my doings are repulsive.
i brought bread for him. i made bread lar. kaya and butter. accompanied him to music sch. he is really happy when talking to his music frens on the fone. i noe that.
last night i spoke to dory too. we all hate change. the past and now. seems so fast. the past seems so faraway, unrchable. and the happiness just couldnt stay with me, with us.
now, what i see in ur eyes is not love for me. but slow, bitter and acrid revenge u have in store for me. i know im in for a harsh time now. but still promos are coming. and i cant destroy myself. so i decided ler. i noe wad i must do if the time comes, if the need arises.
i hate change. i duwan. to be tied down by change. by the change in you. but im too fond of you at the same time.
if i could turn back time, i would.....
we went candy empire, dory brought us to aldephi to eat lunch. bought energy gel for ben.
the whole day i was screaming inside to meet him. to want to meet him. but what i got straight in the face was rejection. many of them too.
later i met him at the bus station. just ask me am i glad to see him. he hugged me too. im sososo happy. yar. tts all i can expect frm him. at least i get to hold his hand. at least i get to touch his face. at least he still sits beside me. he smiled again when he was in the cab too. i was just mesmerised by his smile. who ever heard of gerls being mesmerised by a guy's smile?
i love him.
ps. yar. daddy. i know u read my entries. thz for ur undying support for my blog. =)))