ProveMeWrongThen//``
things have taken a drastic turn that i can no longer hold on to u. yes i do love u as much. but that love i have for u, is not enough for me to be strong and still perservere.
abt ytd night. u dissapointed me again. but its alright. coz since things are already this way, no point blaming u, no point telling u where u have gone wrong. i just hope that u will realise them urself one day. i cant always be there to tell u where u have gone wrong. in future, u have to depend on urself when u're with other gerls. i noe u will.
i am very sorry that u have to go thru so much hurting words from me, so much sacarsasm from me, so much phone calls hung up on u, so much tears u have shed on me. until today when i have to give up and let go first. im sry i made this decision too late for both of us. if i saw this earlier, i swear i will let u go sooner, coz i duwan u to suffer along with me. i guess i was selfish when i said 'i will wait for u'. at that time, i should have just recognize the fact that u duwan me anymore and dun hold any hopes. im sry for all those emails i sent u in the past. they seem a long way back now.
i duno where will we head to from now on. but i just hope u will be happier without me. get back ser and dd. i guess their company means much more to u then mine. im sry i had to make u uncomfortable by bringing u along wit my frens. nvm abt this anymore. i had my own assumptions abt this inident that day. but now, i guess it doesnt matter much.
its not that i dun love u anymore. i will still love u no matter wad. but i just duwan to be unhappy. i duwan u to always get hurt by my words when im unhappy. yar. tts my reason for giving up. im sry.
i duno whether we can still be frens. it will be weird. i think it will take a very long time for me. im sry. im sry u lost me. im also sry that i lost u too.