About ME:
josephine.ze
17gonnabe
25th july
NYJC J1 Art.student TouChruGGer<33
complicated.
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MY LOVES:
that creature.
the gang from KSS.
touCh.
WISHLIST:
a family photo.
my own house.
learn to love my bro.
to be happy, whether single or attached.
DEADLINES:
get my PHYSICAL up for tournaments.
PPT for joce. 25july.
buy LG CHOCOlATE hp for dad. 22 AUG.
THE WANTS:
orange adidas jackie.
new bag.
NUM Top.
diji CAM.
a beautiful hp.
BLACK bedsheets coupled with ORANGE pillow casing.
new MP3.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
im back hm alr. feeling sick here.
on wed he's going back kss with them. yar. im sad abt this. but nvm. i cant control him anymore. i cant help but think abt the last. when all weds are/were designed to be our days. somehow, things change.
he said im stupid today. no. he ask me whether im stupid. twice coz i din answer his qns. i nodded in the end. it did hurt. coz i thought he meant wad he said. his eyes. i saw everything. he really did want to insult me. but nvm. i'll just let him scold me. i was mean to him too. i was callous, cruel, and all. i did hurt him bad too. now i look back, i realised my doings are repulsive.
i brought bread for him. i made bread lar. kaya and butter. accompanied him to music sch. he is really happy when talking to his music frens on the fone. i noe that.
last night i spoke to dory too. we all hate change. the past and now. seems so fast. the past seems so faraway, unrchable. and the happiness just couldnt stay with me, with us.
now, what i see in ur eyes is not love for me. but slow, bitter and acrid revenge u have in store for me. i know im in for a harsh time now. but still promos are coming. and i cant destroy myself. so i decided ler. i noe wad i must do if the time comes, if the need arises.
i hate change. i duwan. to be tied down by change. by the change in you. but im too fond of you at the same time.
if i could turn back time, i would.....
ProveMeWrongThen//``
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